Ice Skating

I was playing ice skating with my friends. That's so fun! Actually this isn't 1st time to me to play ice skating but tbh this is 1st time to me to play ice skating w/ my college friends. Altough I've ever played ice skating previously, but at that time I still feel a little nervous n several times fell on the floor in the sky rink XP 

In the lobby before we play ice skating

Girls Only

In the sky rink

INNOCENT? HONEST? STUPID?

I still don't understand what's matter in me? just because I don't know much about a lot of things, just because I don't like to say rude things, just because I hv a face like this, or just because my attitude is like this n I'm too honest to say anything that I knew or I didn't know it doesn't mean u can call me innocent, or pretend to be innocent or stupid girl cz I knew I'm not stupid n I'm not hypocritical to be pretend or anything else.... I only have very positive thoughts that always wanted to know about a lot of things... This is me. No need to be fake. Just the way I am...but why many ppl around me judge me like that?bit bother me.... how to be mature...? 

Woodcut on the Board

Recently

I just realized that I'm so excited in a month. Or more? Since the month of fasting till... right now? Till I feel forgotten that I had a sadness experienced previously.

Cz of you? Or? I donno. But since you exist in my life, I feel be better more than before.
Give an affects to myself.

And I still don't understand but you are a little disturbing this mind. Spin in my mind. Tbh I feel comfortable when you talk to me n when I am with you,
But I don't wanna disturb you with what I feel so you don't need to know about it :P
You won't know that what you hv done so meaningful to me.

Thank you for makes me smile n laugh from this heart :)

Thank you so much to someone who can make me feel forget the sadness that I've ever experienced :)

Complicated

I tried to clear my mind. You, one of them who I had believed previously.. began to fade, slowly.. but sure. I donno if I can trust you or not anymore.. And I don't understand why should you?

Oh, I talked about my friends. I have a few friends. We were so close. Laughed together. Go home together. Ate together. Made homework together.. like a group. We have the same mission n vision. But it used to be. Once upon a time, in the past.. long time ago, before there was a split between us. Before they lick their own saliva. 
At that time I was sooo stupid cz always thought that we would always be together.
Tbh, I've ever felt afraid of losing them cz I really love them at that time.. I was too happy to have friends like them but all changed since the avatar come! Oops. X_X

My Feeling Broken By You, My Friend

I'm typing this, telling this, with half a sense of dislike to myself that seemed couldn't help myself.. I never thought like this previously.. almost exploded.. so lemme type what I feel..

Suddenly I remember you were always smile with a friendly smile in front of me. But I got a reality that it was just a fake smile. I knew that u talked about myself behind me. I even know that u r calling me as Ariel, the Mermaid Princess between your friends. Pretty and coooolll... jreng jreenggg.... right?
But actually not as pretty as yuh mean, b'cos in this case you laughed at me that havin' a dream that looks like a mermaid princess who wants to have a leg to replace her fin for the sake of getting a prince she loves.