Monday, August 26, 2013


I just realized that I'm so excited in a month. Or more? Since the month of fasting till... right now? Till I feel forgotten that I had a sadness experienced previously.

Cz of you? Or? I donno. But since you exist in my life, I feel be better more than before.
Give an affects to myself.

And I still don't understand but you are a little disturbing this mind. Spin in my mind. Tbh I feel comfortable when you talk to me n when I am with you,
But I don't wanna disturb you with what I feel so you don't need to know about it :P
You won't know that what you hv done so meaningful to me.

Thank you for makes me smile n laugh from this heart :)

Thank you so much to someone who can make me feel forget the sadness that I've ever experienced :)

Thursday, August 22, 2013


I tried to clear my mind. You, one of them who I had believed previously.. began to fade, slowly.. but sure. I donno if I can trust you or not anymore.. And I don't understand why should you?

Oh, I talked about my friends. I have a few friends. We were so close. Laughed together. Go home together. Ate together. Made homework together.. like a group. We have the same mission n vision. But it used to be. Once upon a time, in the past.. long time ago, before there was a split between us. Before they lick their own saliva. 
At that time I was sooo stupid cz always thought that we would always be together.
Tbh, I've ever felt afraid of losing them cz I really love them at that time.. I was too happy to have friends like them but all changed since the avatar come! Oops. X_X

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

My Feeling Broken By You, My Friend

I'm typing this, telling this, with half a sense of dislike to myself that seemed couldn't help myself.. I never thought like this previously.. almost exploded.. so lemme type what I feel..

Suddenly I remember you were always smile with a friendly smile in front of me. But I got a reality that it was just a fake smile. I knew that u talked about myself behind me. I even know that u r calling me as Ariel, the Mermaid Princess between your friends. Pretty and coooolll... jreng jreenggg.... right?
But actually not as pretty as yuh mean, b'cos in this case you laughed at me that havin' a dream that looks like a mermaid princess who wants to have a leg to replace her fin for the sake of getting a prince she loves.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

I'm trying to say さようなら :')

"Kyou o iki, kinou nokoto o kokufuku shinasai"

Do you still remember the beginning of our introductions?
The day when we get to know each others. yes, you are.
A Japanese guy that so attractive my heart n interested in me.
At that time u used to say that my face look similiar to Japanese actress. One of them is an actress in a movie of koizora lol You n yur friends agree about it www I donno why yuh n your friends said such a ridiculous thing. Cz when I looked at the mirror, seriously, I'm not similiar with her. She is pretty n I'm not lulz
And btw I still can't understand why the brother of Japanese model can be attracted to an ordinary girl like me? :')

Still remember? At that time, u asked a lot of things about myself. You always praised me altough I'm not too fond of the praise. I don't believe the sweet words easily cz I'm not a girl who has a high confidence. Almost everyday you say "I LIKE YOU" to me in the end of our conversation. Till we both realized that it was not just a LIKE but more. yes, that's LOVE. You n I, we r stuck in the same hole. We love each ther. This is the 1st we started building n story about us..

Wednesday, August 7, 2013


I was lying in the bed.. n handled by 2 doctors. I couldn't resist. Only could see the roof. I closed my eyes a few times. I got a lot of injections. At that time I could only endure the pain with an expressionless face. flat. The needle was trying to get in my skin.. More than 10 injections. It was painful, of course. Today for the first time to me to get more than 10 injections. Aih..

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Meet and Greet with Ono Eriko Sensei (*・∀・)/♡\(・∀・*)

I accidentally found a link shared by my friend on her twitter. Thereee, I found this good news n I saw this! held in several places! tetteret tereeet dung dung dung cesh!♪♪(((≧▽≦)八(≧▽≦)八(≧▽≦)))♪♪♪♪

I was so surprised when I read this! O(≧▽≦)O

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Universal Studios Singapore

hula hullaaa long time no see my blog huhuhu... previously I hv no time to type what I wanna post hiks TAT But I still hv intention to do it although too late hu uh... (●´△`)
Actually no problem hun, cz this is your blog, rite? *talking to the mirror*

So I wanna share some of picts when I went to Universal Studios Singapore. At that time I was very excited when my mama told me tomorrow we'll go to Universal Studios. I thought this is one way to relieve stress ahaha

hello just woke up here n ba! o(≧∇≦)o